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あらま...
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apparently i have to do marathon 13 hour shifts for every single weekday this week, and probably for next week as well.
i requested longer hours, and got the permission to do double shifts at dango and ramen on the same day. but i had no idea i would be put on the double shift every single day. i think i have kind of bitten off more than i can chew, so i don't know whether to be happy or not. my paycheck will most definitely grow, but i think in return i have to sell my entire being to that place already.
imagine waking up early in the morning, eating breakfast, going to work. having a lunch break but no break time to eat dinner. come back home late at night, bathe, sleep. wake up the next day to go to work again. i'm just glad i'm still sane, after a week.
this, and worrying about my mom's health.
dear Lord, please be watching over my mom.
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社長さんがお見えになりました！
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did the marathon 13 hour shift today, from 9.30am to 10.30pm; the morning shift at ramen and the night shift at dango. i had exactly one hour in between to have the only meal i had today.
i don't think i can do this too often. at 8pm my eyelids were starting to droop.
worst still, the director of the company came down from japan and visited our place today (probably because sales weren't fantastic), during my night shift. everyone was rushing to and fro to clean this, tidy that, so that shachou san won't see anything that was out of place. 大げさだなぁと思って。because seriously, by the time he came i was too tired to be curious. もうどうでもよかったんだ。all i remembered was that he was a kindly looking man in a blue shirt. and as usual people under him seemed to be scared shitless of him, simply because he's the director. it's the japanese hierarchy thing again.
february's bldrama cds have been released, and they look very very promising. there's 右手にメス、左手に花束06:頬にそよ風、髪に木洩れ日, which i will definitely follow up on, and also konohara narise's dramatized novel: COLD SLEEP, which i've been waiting for for months 
tooru and fujishima in COLD SLEEP
this has to be one of the most poignant BL novels i've read. but then, konohara sensei has said so herself that she didn't write for fujoshi. she's right, even in her other works like weed, 脱がない男, 美しい人, and don't worry mama, the couples are so horribly dysfunctional that we fujoshi probably won't know whether we want the seme and the uke to be together or not.
and it's 2am in the morning, and i'm dead tired. and i'll probably sleep in, since it's night shift again tomorrow.
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ラーメン *_*
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i have a short shift at the ramen side today, and it's my first time working there.
i have a feeling that i got the shifts there because i was being increasingly noisy about being changed to the night shift at dango (hours are shorter).
due to my being well below par in mental acumen, i have a strong feeling i'm going to be yelled at quite often today. or maybe i'll spill some soup over unfortunate customers.
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主は道をつくられる
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主は道を日々つくられる
何もないように思える時でも
主は御手で身元でささえ
新しい明日へ 主は道をつくられる
--> 主は道をつくられる (God Will Make a Way)
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新選組!
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新選組!
was watching a few episodes of the 43rd NHK taiga drama 'shinsengumi!' the 切っ掛け came when i found out that shingo katori played kondou isao in that drama, together with fujiwara tatsuya as okita souji.
there was this scene about haw yamanami went back to commit seppuku for desertion instead of running away with the woman that he loved. kondou and okita were talking about how he died admirably.
i cant really see what's so admirable about slitting your own stomach and then having your comrade cut off your head for you.
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次は？
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honestly, what's next? i've already given my holidays till june away to a dango store, doing semi-brainless work. i'm just glad they're paying me. i haven't starting learning driving, guitar, or the language french. i haven't seriously thought about the future, besides being very sure that i won't go into IT or finance. i haven't been able to go for training, so my goalkeeping is currently full of shit, as usual.
there's no progress. i'm going crazy. i need to move. i need up.
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仕方ないだろうこりゃ
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read career guide 2010. i fail both the height and weight requirements for some jobs i'm interested in.
seriously, those bastards. they're discriminating against short people.
realised that i should probably have spent more time thinking about my future career and actually try for some internship which might help my application next time, instead of rushing headfirst into a part time job. though it's probably too late for things like that. also realised i should have invested some time in martial arts. again it's too late for regrets. i'm already dreading march, when all available universities will drop me like a hot potato when they see my dastardly A level grades.
anyhow, we'll see. the language used in the annual career guides is so hyperbolic that it makes me laugh sometimes.
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溜め息
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i really want to play floorball. i just only want to play. why on earth is it so difficult?
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痣だらけ
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this is amazing. i'm now covered with contusion marks, but i've got this particularly huge ball shaped bruise on my left chest and it actually hurts when i raise my left arm.
my brother with his hard blade sure didn't go easy on me (did he?). 上等だ。i'd rather he didnt anyway. though it means that i cant wear tank tops for the next few days.
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