2009.
10.
22
23:42:20
decided to de-stress and be a pervert by going online to read any anyone x sena yaoi fanfics which i can find. realised that hundreds of fangirls have beaten me to it.
really, the things that some female writers think of.. can be so deliciously screwed and warped that i tend to wonder how the cogs work in their minds. and i'm slightly frightened by the ferocity and glee with which fangirls attacked sena with all sorts of different people.. hiruma, agon, musashi, unsui (unsui?!) etc etc. imagine agon in the picture.. and sena's either bleeding, crying or trying very hard not to, wailing, sobbing, screaming, struggling, gone catatonic, white and shaking with fear or fervently begging agon to stop whatever's he's doing. 0.0 write something like this in perfectly fluid, descriptive english language with proper plot development (like user:hadaka from fanfiction.net does, link to her profile here) and the effect's wonderfully cathartic. please dont blame me for unleashing my inner sadist, i just finished the horrible AJC 2008 math paper and was in a really foul mood, aka in the mood for some extreme uke mental and physical torture.
i'd like to see anyone try anything with gaou and sena in it. i'll probably laugh the apartment down.
curiously enough, most writers try to depict hiruma's gentler side, while agon technically remains the cruel brute he was created to be. either way, sena gets the shorter end of the stick. or semi-literally, the stick itself. ;P
cruelty is actually attractive. i think i've said it before. i'll try to rationally explain why, once i find a way to.
if only i could write too.. i used to try, i still have the many unfinished stories still in my notepad from years ago, and many more still in my head. but i always stop long before any bedroom action, because it's difficult to describe an act that i ultimately dont know anything about. i feel rather stupid doing so too. so i wont. on a wistful note, when i can finally pen things like those mentioned above, i'll be long past fanfic writing age.
really, the things that some female writers think of.. can be so deliciously screwed and warped that i tend to wonder how the cogs work in their minds. and i'm slightly frightened by the ferocity and glee with which fangirls attacked sena with all sorts of different people.. hiruma, agon, musashi, unsui (unsui?!) etc etc. imagine agon in the picture.. and sena's either bleeding, crying or trying very hard not to, wailing, sobbing, screaming, struggling, gone catatonic, white and shaking with fear or fervently begging agon to stop whatever's he's doing. 0.0 write something like this in perfectly fluid, descriptive english language with proper plot development (like user:hadaka from fanfiction.net does, link to her profile here) and the effect's wonderfully cathartic. please dont blame me for unleashing my inner sadist, i just finished the horrible AJC 2008 math paper and was in a really foul mood, aka in the mood for some extreme uke mental and physical torture.
i'd like to see anyone try anything with gaou and sena in it. i'll probably laugh the apartment down.
curiously enough, most writers try to depict hiruma's gentler side, while agon technically remains the cruel brute he was created to be. either way, sena gets the shorter end of the stick. or semi-literally, the stick itself. ;P
cruelty is actually attractive. i think i've said it before. i'll try to rationally explain why, once i find a way to.
if only i could write too.. i used to try, i still have the many unfinished stories still in my notepad from years ago, and many more still in my head. but i always stop long before any bedroom action, because it's difficult to describe an act that i ultimately dont know anything about. i feel rather stupid doing so too. so i wont. on a wistful note, when i can finally pen things like those mentioned above, i'll be long past fanfic writing age.