do papers. check answers. rewatch some eyeshield 21 episodes. more papers. read textbooks and notes. flip through eyeshield manga, laugh at hiruma's antics. realise that i dont know how to do most of the past A level econs essay questions. start having dark and stormy thoughts dotted with lightning and thunder, reflecting the weather these days.. get up and go for a run before i start cutting myself. read GP notebook. puzzle over why people spend government money to debate the superiority of science over religion or vice versa. laugh at the fact that richard dawkins was glaring furiously at the camera in his feature photo. like the cameraman owed him a double chocolate sundae. thought about how i didnt like his arrogance. but nor do i like the condescending tone the Church adopts sometimes. decided that thinking such thoughts wouldnt help my essay. check online for fanfiction.net's updates. everything becomes kaleidoscopic. めちゃくちゃ. suddenly hope for a beer. realise i am regressing into incoherence. and yet i sit and think about how lucky i am to not be falling apart when A levels is next week.